"[illegible]" I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm in the wrong place. I've been here for three years now, and I still don't know where I belong. I tried to leave once before, but something stopped me. It was a voice in my head that said "you can't go back." But this time, it's different. This time, I think I might be able to make it happen. I need to find out more about the place where I want to go. Maybe if I learn enough, I'll understand why I feel so drawn to it. And maybe then I'll know how to get there.