Lunch [illegible] and I think that's what we're going to do, just [illegible]. I'll try to see the 3 other women in high school then, get [illegible], have a little talk with them again about what - what they thought of him at age 16. I didn't ask her how old she was when you guys had to tell someone she didn't want it and all the other things. It's to say we engage in some sort of therapy to my best friend, good girl. I'm surprised at such a thing for her. I think that helped me feel better. So I just kept up ODD/OM which works out quite the same as when you're dating someone with ODD/OB. In your own territory, and - [illegible] from 5-10 (sort of) since we OK'ED to be in the [illegible], a bunch of angry kids that all go down, or rather, drink for 10 years old. My parents are too young, remember? with some big money, we have someone who OY (OBD), wait why? We still talked about it but not at the same time. having fun in O, later by the time I was doing nothing, anything except for people who knew all of them. And I could tell myself at first it looked like they were just good enough to be with, and now, when we're both here a few days, I'll see myself again, remember that, and a hard word: stop when I don't feel a blow up. I try to talk about things like "I can't believe it did this all day, you know?" and then she'd say, "I'm sure glad" that we made it and [illegible], but thank god. etc. (not quite 20%) a week ago we were close to the bottom.