Journals of expeditions to Mongolia from 1919 to 1930
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162 we returned to the horses. As we slowly picked our way among the trees I had ample time to stand & to realize my disappointment. It was born in me once again that a narrow margin there is between complete [illegible] success & failure (or shooting). It's no other sport as the line so clearly drawn. A thud bright heart after a fine or climb, or a quick-drawn breath will turn the right draws breath & me ride a shot to bullet with, often for perhaps a lack of honor. The jamming of a cartridge only when the game is wounded or a shot far hurled taken ends the day in disappointment. In the case of the bear had escaped, [illegible] [illegible] or body's animal remained the gratification second danger, I should have had it stuck behind me on the saddle & my heart would have been filled with joy instead of black dejection. And strangely enough, not in the shots which I miss or the animals which I do not get that I remember longest. I can see that bear as clearly now with every detail of its surroundings, as she it were before me in a photograph. Eight years ago I missed a fine goat in Korea as I stood upon a rock presenting