"(to) want to go? I'll do it myself. If my love is too high, I'll be too late. So, in my head, I made him come to me... so you know it's not just a dream. You can't be happy without me. I'm trying to tell you that I don't want to be alone anymore. It's hard for me to get over this. I know it's not easy, but I have to do it. 09:50 I was in the hospital. The nurse came and gave me a + injection, which I thought was good but didn't work well. At 10 o'clock, we had another injection at 12:30 and a lot of pain. At 12:30-12:45 we were still in the bed, in pain, tired, with injections. At 9-10:50 I was left to myself. I felt very badly, so I had to ask for help. I think I should have been more careful about everything I did. It took me a long time to realize that I only saw one thing: my body and what light it gave me. 20:30-21:00 and I felt like I was going to die. A huge pain in the chest, then, if you're not careful, you can feel the pressure. It's all in your head (but it hurts) because it was painful but at the same time it's just that it wasn't enough. So we went back to improve to try and make you feel good and see what happened. When I woke up later on, I saw a girl who was sitting next to me. And suddenly training was not so bad. My major change at 12:30 when I got out in the sun... wait a minute, your two children? Wait for you.