SUNDAY which I thought you were so sure of course, she was and that's why it hurt more than the physical pain. I had to write this down because I couldn't forget the words she said. "You're right," she said, "but you don't know what it's cost me." She turned away from me and walked out of the room. That was the last time I ever saw her face again. But even now, years later, I still hear her voice echoing in my mind. It haunts me every day.