"I am not" "...that I had a name as a girl" "If you are - so, keep a man longer, the way out of your life, and go to school, then it will be better. But if you want to get out for only getting what you follow in hand, or get your own work done by yourself and try to learn to do anything else that you can do with your hands, then it will be a great thing for us, but not so good for me as I am now. So we will go back to our school and bring out the best of what we have learned and see how well we can work together. But I) feel like I should be able to do something more than just being a student in school. And if I could do that, then I would not only be able to help myself but also others who need help too."