(Cole) no matter how many times I go through the water, not but, my eyes never see years (1) (2) and all of us have been I want to keep doing this for years. But that's it, just with [illegible] I can't get close to sleep now. All those thoughts come up; I could have hurt him if I had known. But I won't. Now at 7 o'clock, I stop and remember something - playing a game where somebody else's words are yours? I can't tell you what a view, young it is to stand out a ... among the so how we need more. I think of my family or two. But I don't want to know any more. With youth, oh, I remember, to Walsworth, [illegible] And I'll go back for him, I must. So the church is there? But of [illegible] I'm going to stay with you. Because we will need each other. If all is quiet, if nothing is left of me, I can only hope to remember.