Journal I really appreciate all the conversations, thoughts, and ideas that I've had. With two days left until my next appointment, I'm starting to wonder how long it will take for this whole thing to resolve itself. I think there's a good chance that we'll be able to move forward soon. But I don't want to count chickens before they hatch. The other day, while driving down the road, I thought about how much better things would be if we could just get past all of this. And then I realized something important: maybe it's not about fixing everything right away. Maybe it's about finding a way to make sense of what's happening and moving forward from there. I also thought about the fact that I've been struggling with some issues for quite a while now. It seems like every time I try to solve one problem, another one pops up in its place. But I guess that's just part of life sometimes. The key is to keep trying and not give up easily. Anyway, I hope this helps! Let me know if you have any questions or comments. Best, [illegible] I realized an hour ago that I was sleeping on the wrong side of the bed and had turned around in the direction of the walls and then got up to go to the kitchen to get a glass of water. But I think I've done enough for now, so I'm going to stop writing here.